Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Tonight

After dinner tonight, I had just an incredible urge to go out onto the porch with a pack of Capri Menthol Lights (do they still even make those?), scream my freaking head off, and smoke a cigarette. Also in this fantasy urge, I would have a glass of wine--white--even though I'm still reeling from Saturday night's escapades. And, my dearest and best and closest friends who know more about me than I even know about myself would ALL be sitting around me making me laugh, smoking with me, and getting a buzz while we looked up into the great big dark sky and wondered about everything.

I wish I could do exactly just that. It sure would make me feel a whole lot better.

6 comments:

Kelly said...

So... what you are saying is you had a sh!tty day.
Must be something going around.

Heather said...

yeah, sometimes I have urges like that too. Except for me it would be Benson and Hedges Ultra Light Menthol (wow what a name!). Wish we lived closer. LOL

Suedo said...

I felt the same way yesterday, it was a bad afternoon and evening and I really lost it! My husband was not home to help either. I wish I could have done that with you!!

Caryn said...

I'm sorry you had such a bad day. That really stinks. The other night I dreamed I was on vacation with several of my bestest friends from high school. I woke up smiling, and then realized none of us lives in the same town as any of the others.

domestic_valerie said...

Must have been going around...I swear I was dreaming of a drink and a smoke (Camel lights or cloves for me) as I finished housework and cooking and homework and all the other things I was hating to do at the moment...errie...

Hope today was better! I got sunshine for the first time in weeks.

MoDigli said...

Oh....I know that longing feeling to just have a break and hang out with girlfriends!

I hope you have a better day soon!